Wednesday, May 20, 2009

fk.fk.fk.fk.

faaaarrrrrrrkkkkkkkk
stupid year 12
seriously..are they trying to kill us with homework/study overload?
history - pretty much one whole fucking text book of ze most convoluted revolution ever..
psych - meh
methods - fail
esl - yeah fuck you too high expectations
politics - shit class. shit teacher. shit subject. nuff said
great..
on top of that
its THE year that would decide pretty much on unis/stuff
its a shit system (but hey its the only system we have)
sighhh




however
on a lighter note:
- about..15 or so weeks left til the end of the year (correct me if im wrong)
- upcoming jam-packed holidays with fun 'educational opportunities'


yay..



thats my rant of the day.
wats yours?

Monday, May 18, 2009

THANKS GUYS =D




heres my new camera (special thanks to those who contributed)


experiments so far;










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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

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and kat needs to teach me how to design layouts >=[

modern guilt

For the past 6 months, the world seemed to hold its breath. The times of economic uncertainty which have been long predicted by analysts are here. It gripped many people (some by the balls) from various nationalities and backgrounds. Collapse of corporate giants can only mean one thing; no one is safe.

Funnily, not a single government offer themselves up to take lead in solving the crisis. Most choose to sit back and 'analyse' (in political-speak, it means observing what a person/organisation/government is doing and bag the shit out of it) the current situation. It is very idiotic of them to blame each other for the mess they've caused while it is VERY clear that quick, decisive measures need to be taken.

I do not earn enough to be affected (yet) or have a life/death obligation to support a family. But I want to offer this point of view (feel free to criticize)

The 21st century world had become a materialistic one. We study very hard to secure a university degree which, in turn, does not give a quick and certain secure and permanent career. When we do hit the workforce, we are pushed to slave most of our daily hours to our work. Money is essential to survive in the contemporary world.

We are pushed to slave most of our daily hours at work.

1 in 3 marriages in Australia fails.
We spend less time with our families than our predecessors.
We spend 20% less time sleeping because of our daily routines.
Our debts and spending have grown disproportionately compared to our predecessors 50 years ago.

Perhaps the recession is needed.

We need to take a hard look at ourselves. Do we spend enough time with the family? Are we satisfied on personal level? Are we satisfied mentally?

Growth is a good thing but when that growth becomes too big, it becomes a problem that needs to be taken care of. The recession is the proof that our modern economy is NOT sustainable. We only think of the short term gains rather than looking for the long term gains. Environmental issues are neglected because they are seen as a hindrance to achieving our wants.

Perhaps it is time to cool down and spend more time interacting with other people. Socialise with friends. Spend more time with your loved ones. And reflect on your personal wellbeing, both physically and mentally.

Monday, May 4, 2009

masks pt2.

The most frustrating thing about wearing masks is that sometimes people misjudge you based on assumptions built upon THEIR expectations of us. Sometimes it is hard to expose ourselves in public and show our vulnerable side. We tend to put on a brave face and hide away our guilt, anger, disgust, misery, sadness or even joy at times.

Our actions are constantly compared to social norms and personal standards. When we fall short of these expectations we are often ignored, shunned, rejected and excluded from the society.

Even when our actions are based on good intentions.
Even when we acted inconsiderately on accident.
At times of naivety.
At times of desperation.
In moments of joy.
In moments of sorrow.

Why do we do this?

It seems that..when we get to know someone..we realise that our perception of that person changes.

We know their history, and background.
We UNDERSTAND their decisions and actions.

Ironically it takes a lifetime to understand someone, but it only takes seconds for us to reject someone.

I want to know why you choose to exclude us when we've done nothing wrong.
I want to know why you choose to ignore us when we try to be your friend.
I want to know why you despise us just because we are different from the norms.
I want to know why you shun us when we open our arms to you.

I want you to answer my questions.

I dare you.

You know who you are.

When you look down deep inside, you know you don't hate us.
You know that you are sad.
You are afraid.
You are scared of losing what's dear to you.
Deep down you are still a little child wanting attention and loyalty.

Our actions and decisions do not mean we are not loyal to our friends.
In fact we love our friends.
We won't betray you.
We won't run away from you.
We forgive you and your misperceptions of us.

So
Please
Reconsider your thoughts and judgments of us.
Open your eyes.
And grow up.
We are still your dear friends despite the changes.
We will continue to open our arms to you.
In times of sorrow.
In times of joy.
In times of frustration.
In times of need.

Do not be afraid.