oh the joys of life

so,
here i am.
sunday night 8.58 PM (+10 GMT i believe)
drinking a cup of tasty orange juice( not too pulpy, not too sour or sweet..just..perfect? somehow..),
talking to my beloved,
listening to music, (currently some pat metheny stuff)
eating some bulgogi-style beef with rice and a bowl of nice warm tofu soup.
you might think it's some sort of..relaxing sunday night yes?





well..


thing is..



i have..2 sacs to deal with tomorrow..and they are methods prac exam and history (which if you combine them together will NOT go down well with little kids) and i truly believe that they will make my life miserable.

i hate the fact that some people can wing one (or two) of them quite easily, while im having a hard (stiffy..ooh!) time with them. sigh.

and i should add that there are other sacs to contend with for the next month.

i cant believe how people describe year 12 as 'the time of their life'

...which i reckon is a bit of a bullshit. maybe they were forced to say that with the guns pointed to their backs..or they were forced to do it with the threat of having to contend with eating chocolate laced with vegemites for the rest of their lives. who knows..

maybe i'm just cynical and overly critical at this point. a fact which i refuse to admit.


that's my rant of the day. what's yours?





xx.

why bother?

the more you care, the more you understand how helpless you are.
the more you do, the less you receive.
the more you study, the less you remember,
and the more you forget, the less you know.
the more connected you are, the more insignificant you feel.
the more you earn, the more you pay.
the more you try, the more you fail.
the more honest you are, chances are you'll be exploited by others.
the more you remember, the more you cringe.
the more you work, the less you get appreciated.
the more you talk, the more people will hate you.
the more you walk, the more you find yourself wandering aimlessly.
the more you dream, the more depressed you'll get.
the more you pray, the more you condemn god for letting things happen to you.
the more you accept, the more people will reject you.
the more you understand, the less you know.
the more you eat, the fatter you get.
the more you breathe, the faster you die from swine flu and god-knows-what.
the more you laugh, the harder you'll cry.
the higher you go, the harder you'll fall.
the more you go on the ranking ladder, the more work you have to do.
the more you love, the more you get hurt.
and if life is all about hard work, friendship, love, happiness, beauty, and piety, then why is there still injustice in the world?

so

why bother?

LOL

A SURVEY of online gamers has shown that more - much more - would prefer sitting in front of a computer or games console than having sex.

(taken from http://www.news.com.au/technology/story/0,28348,25722233-5014239,00.html )

naivity

"Peter Pan syndrome: Men Who Have Never Grown Up."

boo

this is what happens when we get bored at psych.




toodles.

fk.fk.fk.fk.

faaaarrrrrrrkkkkkkkk
stupid year 12
seriously..are they trying to kill us with homework/study overload?
history - pretty much one whole fucking text book of ze most convoluted revolution ever..
psych - meh
methods - fail
esl - yeah fuck you too high expectations
politics - shit class. shit teacher. shit subject. nuff said
great..
on top of that
its THE year that would decide pretty much on unis/stuff
its a shit system (but hey its the only system we have)
sighhh




however
on a lighter note:
- about..15 or so weeks left til the end of the year (correct me if im wrong)
- upcoming jam-packed holidays with fun 'educational opportunities'


yay..



thats my rant of the day.
wats yours?

THANKS GUYS =D

heres my new camera (special thanks to those who contributed)


experiments so far;










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